The last couple of days have been uneventful to say the least, Not that I'm complaining at all! It's nice sometimes to just take a step back from the craziness of life and just be still!
Monday, and Tuesday I did just that. I stayed home all day, even went as far as too reduce the amount of people I saw in the house. I stayed in the room all day and only saw Nathan these past two days. Not that I didn't want to see Roxann and them. Something new I've also done actually since Sunday was I started a new daily devotional and started praying each morning.
My relationship with God had slipped tremendously over the past maybe 6 months. But lucky for me, he is a gracious God and waited there beside me patiently until I figured it out and turned right back. Now I'm not saying our relationship is to the strong point it use to be, but I will get there. I think the steps I've taken so far are the start to get me exactly where I want to be. I always get so excited when I hear of Gods love, when he moves in my life, and when I realize I'm better when I have a relationship with him.
So the daily devo I'm doing is called Draw Near, 365 Guides to Greater Intimacy with God. I've been suffering with my moms death and I think all the sleeping I've been doing is a form of depression, so this week I've been waking up before 8am, and not allowing myself to take a nap during the day. It's actually been pretty easy, now with that said I know I will have days where I might fail, I pray I don't though. So when I wake up, I normally have to go pee. LOL so I do, then as part of my fertility plan I take my temperature. Then I read my devo, then I just sit and pray for anything and everything I can think of. My husband has even noticed and told me he was proud of me for how well I'm doing this week. Getting that positive encouragement is so good. I'm so excited for this new chapter in my life and I can't wait to see where God takes me.
With that said, if you read this and need prayer, leave a comment and I would be more than happy to pray for you!
Blessings
xoxo
T
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