So those that follow know Nathan had applied for a manager position at his work, and all seemed very promising!! Well found out a couple days ago he did not get the job. Which was really hard for me because it seemed like that's what would be. But I'm so proud of my husband, he was not bitter nor angry or anything. All he said was "Obviously it wasn't God's plan, there must be something better!" Which made me stop and think.
Today on his lunch break, he text me and told me he found out one of his best friends since childhood got the job. Again I was crushed for him, and again he surprised me with "I'm excited for him, I'm working on something better." I hope to gain this mind set back soon.
Before my mom passed away, Nathan and I were both doing so well. Now it's like, I've taken a complete JUMP backwards not a step. I feel myself struggling to get back to that place I once was. I don't know when it will happen, but I know it will eventually.
I also found out one of my best friends, someone who has grown to be more of a sister to me who I can rely on whenever I need to. Is moving 3 hours away. Now to most you'd read that and say, well that's not too bad. Well now she lives like 5 minutes away, whenever I want I can just go over and hang. So this will be hard for me. Especially since there aren't many people I have in my life I can rely on like that.
Overall I can feel change is coming and well to be honest, I'm scared. Normally I handle change pretty well. But something feels different about this change and I'm scared. But all I can do is trust in the Lord. I know He won't give me anything I can't handle. I have to stay strong, and when I'm not strong I have to rely on HIM!!
I hope everyone has a wonderful day!
T
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