It's 8:22am, I've been up for almost 3 hours now. I have trouble sleeping now days. It's a sad day as I like to call them. It seems like I have a sad day most Friday's, And in just two days it will be a month since mom left. I'm still struggling, still sad. I'm trying not to stress though.
Nathan and I have decided and both come to agree that we want to start "trying" to start a family. So that means no stressing for this baby maker!! We've tried before with no luck and the dr. said I have what's called pcos which is different than pcod!! But being the positive person I am, I speak against that. But since I really don't have periods, we're going to try acupuncture. We have a friend who tried it and that family has their second baby baking!! I'm also still trying to lose weight. I weighed myself yesterday for the first time since before we buried mom. I'm down 15 pounds from my original starting weight! That's exciting yes, because the less extra weight I have the healthier I will be.
I'm excited of the thought of having children, yet a little sad. Sad because my mom will miss out. But I know she will be looking down on her grandchildren protecting them and loving them from Heaven!
I ask anyone that reads this, please pray with Nathan and I as we start this journey. We're hoping to be pregnant by Christmas of this year!! =]
Many Blessings!
xoxo
T
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