So the 9th was last Saturday, almost a week ago and I have yet to have another period. Throughout these days I've taken 3 pregnancy tests all to reveal negative. It's very disheartening!! I want a child so bad, and when I thought things were finally going to happen, they don't. :(
It would be so easy to just give in and question God, but I will trust in Him. For He knows the desires of my heart. At the same time, I can't help but to be sad. I keep seeing all these people who are pregnant or who have children and don't take care of them and I can't help but wonder when will it be my turn.
Right here, right now, Lord I put this in your hands, I lay it down give you all of it. I know you're the King of kings and will answer my prayers and fulfill that desire in the way only You can. Thank you for your love.
Anyone who wants to please be in prayer with me, I really appreciate it!
T
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