I am Human

Hello my name is Tina, and I am NOT perfect! 

• I've lied about little things, when the truth would have been a whole hell of a lot easier.

• I've hurt people, both unintentionally and intentionally.

• I've given my body to guys who were only out for a piece of ass, because I thought that's what "love" was.

• I've said things about people I didn't mean.

• I've emotionally hurt loved ones.

• I moved out of my moms house when I was 17, because I felt I had no other choice.

• I lost one of my best friends because I was at one point a stupid girl. (And I can admit I had half of the fault!)

• I've been mad at people for stupid ass reasons.

• I've said at least once "I hate one of my relatives". Though I don't!!!!

• I've been called just about every name in the book.

• I went through a rebellious phase. 

•  At one point or another I've been careless with my life. 

• I speed when I drive.

• I've been depressed and at time have tried to end my life, and done self mutilation.

• I've cussed, drank alcohol, tried cigarettes, and even tried pot.

• I've gossiped about people when I shouldn't have. 

• I've trusted people with personal business, when I shouldn't have. 

• I've been mean to people, so others would like me.

• I've struggled with bulimia off and on since 2005.

• I've lowered my standards to feel loved.

• I've been used, and have used other people.

• I've played the doormat to many people, because I want people to like me.

• I hate confrontation, and I normally clam up and shut down when it starts.

• I've had my heart broken and broken peoples heart.

My name is Tina. I am 22 years old, still trying to figure myself out. I've made countless mistakes in my life, but I do not regret a single one. I do not regret things in my life, sure there are things I wish I could go back and change, but I can't. I've hurt many people along the way, some I've apologized for, some I've not. So right now I ask for their apology. I'm not perfect, nor have I ever claimed to be perfect. Life has knocked me down, but I get back up. I do not try and play a victim, because I am anything but one. I've created this blog because I don't want to have to go pay hundreds of dollars to have someone listen to me talk. So this is me, I'm a little bit crazy at times but who isn't. I'm a fun person to be around and can guarantee to make you smile. I love my life, though at times I get depressed. I love easily and hate few. I've forgiven people who've hurt me in my past. Though I've made countless mistakes in my life, my positives out way my negatives. I was the first of my mothers kids to graduate high school. I put myself through the CNA program at Crowder College. I've started a photography business, and work another job. I've never been to jail or got a serious ticket (got one for not paying property tax on a car once) And I paid for my own wedding and married the love of my life.

So this is me, like me or not I'm still gonna shine!!!!<3